I just turned 23 and it was a great birthday. I got a new dog and his name is DUKE. Hes really cool and kinda lazy but i like him. Me and some friends went camping out at possum kingdom lake and that was pretty cool as well. I have an amazing girlfriend named emily, shes the one that set up the whole camping trip, yeah shes amazing i know. Oh yeah almost forgot, i got my diesil truck running and that my friends is freaking sweet i love that truck. So basically i had an amazing birthday and thought i would share all that with yall. But for a more seriouc note life is harder than its ever been. The choices i make now affect more than just me. The people that i love and the people that love me, my decisions effect them in one way or another. The choice to do the right thing over the good easy way sucks. and its just hard most of the time. I want to be this good person but its just hard when people see you as something else. Like they see you as this super Josh and its great but it sucks when you mess up.Really all that im saying is that i need prayer. Not for anything specific just prayer. I want to be a wise and respected man by all and to be a great man in life. someone that other people look at and respect and listen to but only cause ive wolked with god andhave told his story through my actions and life and the way i talk.

New to Bloging

So the whole bloging thing is new to me. I actually made fun of sam for having one and now i have one. But so far its kinda cool but i dont know how to do anything on it though. I am at church right now and im writing this so thats kinda cool i guess.